Endless?

yeah so, Things aren't going too swell. haven't surfed in a while. and surfing was thee only thing that allowed me to clear my head, regain focus, and sort my priorities out at the same time. so it led me here haha. im learning to let go of these wordly materials i possess. alot of them i did not mean to let go. but God had a bigger plan this whole time. in a way im glad, im being released of these burdens. but i seriously dont want to show my weakness. prideful, hah yeah. but all my life i've learned that 1.Haoles took our land and made us poor, and 2.not to be weak or imma get lickens hahah. i have always tried my best to stand strong. when people look at me they shouldnt know my emotions because im not gonna wear it on my sleeve.

and then YOU come along and change everything i have ever known not only about myself, my past learning, but also my relationship with God.

YOU have brought so many things to the light. and i know you will continue to do that even till it breaks me in half. these endless sins and possibilities you destroy. but the endless oppurtunities you create are a jillion times better than everything i wanted to hold onto. the worldy things felt so good, but you come and give me something that will forever feel good. you give me committment, a relationship, you show me love in the greatest possible form ---> you pray for me more than everyone else in the world prays for me combined. hahh. you are one of the greatest people IVE come to know. you are the greatest impact on my life besides Jesus. more then mark and justin. more then the VC people. more then my boys. more then my family. you have grown me soooo much this past 8 months. and i cannot thank you enough.

maybe i will, when our love becoems endless, our love moves into the new season. but thats 8 years from now hahahah. we have all the time papa has granted us.

but please stay? you've made it this far. yeh sure you can go back. but it was hard enough to do it with the both of us. imagina you doing it by yourself hah.

i love you, hold on.